记忆的文体

或许没有太多的文字纪录
每天都过目一遍的人事物
在需要被刻意记起的时候
总是显得模糊
需要被淡忘的时候
又是那样清晰的让人痛心

微风带来的萧瑟
让人努力将自己裹得密不透风
害怕一丝的小缺口
让那冬寒刺骨直达心房
失去了的小手 突然清晰可见
还没痊愈的伤口又见裂缝

忧坐在夕阳前
汗似泪珠 轻轻滑过脸庞
流过的痕迹 刻画出记忆的轨迹
在那一瞬间的日落
太阳和海 交集的一刻
美丽而深刻的记忆
渴望紧紧地烙印在脑海
让所有的脑细胞衔接起来
尝试拼凑出 一幅幅记忆的图章
就算走了 也没有遗憾

轻风、夕阳、记得、忘记
不过是脑袋中躯神经线中细胞的一场游戏

时间

十一月 来到了 尾声
开始到数的季节 降临了

如果说 时间的定律是 一年365天
再从一天分成24块
每一块的60小份

我们到底有没有好好渡过

时间总在没有预警的情况下
悄悄流逝

我们开始懂得抓住了时间吗

我们 的 世界

我们的世界 污浊了

人类 剔透的心 染了颜色
自从夏娃 吃了 萍果
蛇 是罪魁祸首

善恶 开始颠倒
甚至 人类响往 灰色地带
中庸的意思 被 扭曲
因为害怕得罪了谁

脑袋的 细胞
缺少了 公道

人类的 行为
变得 丑陋

我们 的 世界
从此 不再 简单了

忽然一篇

不懂为何 最近 很不如意
在家呆了一个月多 工 还是没找到
被裁员的朋友 花了不到一个礼拜 就有了新工作
有点儿 不平衡 但 不至于 妒嫉

见了几份工 都没啥下文
理由 我 不懂
请别问我
伤心

每次闷到发慌 想 出去
却每次都很 巧合 下雨
我 只有 生闷气

然后 又是 呆在家 看无聊到死的 电视节目
真的 觉得 马来西亚的电视节目 有够烂
一样的节目 能够一播再播
而 另一家收费的 好像撑不住了
免费的 又 玩一家亲
闲掉

最近 在长智慧牙
吃东西的时候 很痛
只能在一边 咀嚼食物
什么味道 也 不懂了
就是 很痛 很痛

忍着点吧 很快就过了

了解 不 了解

人 很难抓摸
越想去了解 越发觉 可怕的 不了解
原来 时间 不代表一切
可悲

没有力气 去 执著
告诉自己 要放弃 可是 释怀不了
假装 也许是唯一的 出路

年轻的岁月 渐渐走向 尾声
握不住的 没在这时候 抓回来
烦恼开始 堆积起来
压力和烦恼 果然是 密不可分

终于 理出了头绪
关于 脸上的 不速之客
这个故事 很长 懒惰讲

躺在床上 不停的想
渴望 安抚 怜悯 出现
没有 它看不上

我真希望 脑袋 有 开关
关了 就不用再 想

我很奇怪
原来 我连自己 都 不了解

W.H.Y

something is going on here...

why?
why i am asking why?
because i really dunno the 'why' for the 'why'...

have u ever realized whenever there is a upset moment..
we like to ask why....

million of possibilities for the 'why'
but which one gonna be the right?
if there is such an uncertainty for the 'why'
why we wanted badly to ask why..

here is come again the 'why'

perhaps. asking why has been one of the way to encounter the sorrow moment..
but what has been done will be remained done..
so why have to spend so much time to asking why...

i gonna be crazy tonight...
but dun ask me why..
as i also dunno why....

Happy Feet

i sud say.. happy Feet is quite a nice animation that out of my expectation...
well, initially me and my fren wanna to go and watch the locally produced chinese film Rain Dogs... but... who knows it is not showing today in 1 Utama.. thus we just simply picked Happy Feet.. since we were there...

You know, i assume it is kind of Flushed Away... which is really a kids animation.. but amazingly, the story of Happy Feet involve quite a mature and serious topic.. which is stereotyping and environment issue... And the most importantly is that the 3D animation is really spectacular....

I am not going to expose the story,cos i think u shud go and watch urself in cinema.. hehe..

Gathering~~

well..
i shud apologize for da galz on behalf of my buddies...
initially, we are going to have a gathering in Genting at the coming weekends...
but... all of the guys seems like not available on da day...
someone had just came back from oversea and not yet settle down.. someone is already have activity.. someone is in hometown and someone will be having fren come to visit him at the exact date...
consequently.. da initially planned gathering has been cancelled.. and been shifted to the dinner in Chilli's KLCC...
Em really feel sorry for those organisers and the coordinators....
Sorry lo~~~~ pretty.... forgive us please.....;-P

Idle moment

let me see wat have i done since i have came back...

firstly, sleeping... em been spending much of da time in sleeping.. cos even awaken also, doing nothing...

Astro... even i realised da programs has been very bore, but wat can i do if i don't watch tv....

Online.. being registered for streamyx.. there is no way for me not online everyday... but of course most of da time are surfing and chatting only.. besides looking jobs in jobstreet and jobsdb.... (i prefer jobsdb)... but very sad tat most of the time there is no respond from the employer....

ya, i have visited to Kelantan.. it was the first time i am being there... quite a peaceful place where nothing much to see.. haha.. anyway, my fren has tried his best to make the trip interesting.... I miss the thai style salad .... really tasty.... call "som tam".. if u ever have chance to be there, try it out..

Sekinchan was another place i went during this jobless month.... you know.. it was a 'wow' when we just arrived there... cos me and my friends were first time saw the paddy field.. a really huge paddy field.... but 10 mins later... we start to feel bored.. cos except paddy field.. still paddy field.... of course, we did take many photos... especially we like to play panorama....

In this month, it has been the most frequently i went for movie in cinema of all time.... let see, i have watched Operation Under cover, The Banquet, Rob-B-Hood, Devil Wears Prada, Flushed Away, World Trade Center, The Covenant and now planning to watch Cicak man and Sinking of Japan... The Jay Chow new movie which i dunno the english title (满城尽带黄金甲) (The trailer for cicak man really funny... u shud go and watch... treat it as supporting Malaysia film.. hehe)

Very da wasting time in this month..... but wat can i do if there is no vacancy for me... sad sad sad

New Comer... The Idle

Well..
it has been so boring for my recent life..
may be develop a new blog site will be a good activity...haha
em used to post blog in friendster all the time..

welcoming to myself
cheers
Weno